Life, The Universe, and Blah

I look at the blog, and realize that I am struggling.

This blog has been a creative outlet for me, wether it be the despair from things not going according to plan, the stories, the stuff I’d scribble down on paper.

It would make it to the blog.

Now I find that I’ve put my efforts into other areas, and that leaves me drained. Leaves me getting home, or getting to Church activites drained. To the point that I just go home, and lay down.

Part of it is, just that feeling of being overwhelmed. The holidays are apon us, I need to get presents, I need to catch up on email, I need to clean, I need to do laundry, I need to work on the pinball machines, I need to do all this stuff.

I make lists of lists of lists.

Which, may not be the smartest of ideas.

As for blog love, I’ll start back up again, my adoring fans. I think this may be part of the solution, not part of the problem.