Almost

Well, I’m making my way through Bowling For Soup’s latest CD A Hangover You Don’t Deserve

I’ll quit being angsty. Soon. I promise.

So, from the song “Almost” (Did I ever mention that music speaks to a integral part of my being, I guess that’s why I like it so much)

I almost held up a grocery store
Where I almost did 5 years and then 7 more
Cuz I almost got popped for a fight with a thug
Cuz he almost made off with a buncha the drugs
That I almost got hooked on cuz you ran away
And I wished I woulda had the nerve to ask you to stay

And I almost had you
But I guess that doesn’t cut it
Almost had you
And I didn’t even know it

You kept me guessin’
And now I’m destined
To spend my time missin’ you
I almost wished you woulda loved me too

Here I go thinkin’ about all the things I could have done
I’m gonna need a forklift cuz all the baggage weighs a ton
I know we’ve had our problems. I can’t remember one.

I almost forgot to say something else
And if I can’t fit it in I’ll keep it all to myself
I almost wrote a song about you today
But I tore it all up and then I threw it away

Yeah, this Month has SUCKED for me.

– Break up with Star
– Mess up my truck on the way back from said break up.
– Today I got shafted at work.

I’m just waiting for more to go wrong.

I know there is a very bright light and the end of this tunnel. I just have to have to courage to wait for it.

I’m committing to myself to insure that I’m reading the Book of Mormon more regularly, exersizing, dieting, and stoping any Duty-Free Dating that I’ve been doing, and actually date some girls 😉

Things will straighten out, I know they will.