This morning I watched as the Space Shuttle Atlantis was launched on what will be the 135th and final launch of a space shuttle from the United States. What a pity. It was a site I will never forget, and I have watched each one of those 135 with the same feeling of apprehension about the success of the mission. This is particularly true since the launch of Challenge on that cold January morning in 1986
I had come home from work at lunch to watch the launch of Challenger. This flight carried the first teacher in space, and I wanted to be on that shuttle. I watched mesmerized as the shuttle pitched and rolled, saying to myself, I wish I were there. In front of my eyes, the shuttle disintegrated and 7 lives were lost. Despite that loss, had they asked for volunteers to get on the next one to go the next morning, I would have been first in line. I wanted to be part of that exploration. Something happened on the way through life and I didn’t make it to this point, but I have been enraptured with what we have done.
You may ask why? Well, man must explorer. We must do the impossible. We must push the limits of the environment out. As Robert Heinlien has said, the human race cannot allow all of its apples to remain the same basket. We live in a hostile universe. We must diversify the risk. We need to make space safer to get to, but we will always lose people. That is what exploration has been about since this nation was forged. It is what has happened as long as man has been aware and wanted to see what was on the other side of the hill.
We are wasting an incredible resource, at least until we can find another way to access space for human beings. We are allowing our access to be controlled by the Russians. Mark my words; we will live to regret such a state of affairs. Whether it is a lack of will in the government, or just plain laziness on our part, we must change. We must regain that energy which has marked who we are as a nation.
Good by old friend. Good bye Space Shuttle. We could have made you safer. We needed you until we can find a better way.